by Joan Brunwasser,
Voting Integrity Editor,
OpEdNews
January 7, 2007
I went back to work
when my son was entering kindergarten, but with the understanding
that when he had school vacations, I would take off, too. It was
wrenching enough giving up my stay-at-home-Mom status. Having
gone through motherhood once already (or twice, if you count having
twins as double) and seeing how fast little ones grow up, I was
unwilling to make more compromises than was absolutely necessary.
In the beginning, my
son was still young enough to enjoy spending time with his mother.
We would use the vacations to go out for lunch, and to the bowling
alley, library, movie theater, water parks, or whatever else struck
our fancy. I found him a charming companion and cherished our
time together. It was such a breeze to care for a singleton after
having twins! I reveled in the sense that I was doing something
well. With the girls, I had often felt overworked, overwhelmed,
and at a huge disadvantage. I was always outnumbered.
Now, my incredibly
cute little boy has morphed into a very tall, often mysterious
teenager - albeit one who still has many charming moments. While
I like to be around in case he wants to spend time with me, the
truth of the matter is that he's often more interested in the
car that we share. Still, I'm unwilling to give up this tradition.
He's a junior in high school, and the clock is ticking. It won't
be long before he, too, leaves the nest.
We did manage to do
a few nice things together over this winter break. We had a great
early dinner at the local pancake house, continuing a family tradition
that dates back to my own high school days. We traditionally await
our food with many a game of hangman, and that evening was no
different. Another time, he voluntarily played Scrabble, Boggle,
AND a few hands of cards before heading out with his friends.
That was pretty impressive, and may have to hold me for a while.
One of the perks of
vacation is that I can turn off that bleeping alarm clock. Although
I don't necessarily actually sleep later, the freedom to consider
doing so is something I consider sheer luxury. Even an extra ten
minutes lying in bed is priceless, especially when I'm ensconced
in my soft flannel sheets and cozy down comforter. Emma, our extremely
neurotic dog, somehow intuits that I'll move when I'm good and
ready, and so she waits, ever-patient, for the first indication
that it's time to start the day. Over the break, she was rewarded
with a trip to the doggie park and several outings with her pal,
a frisky Malamute named Sophie.
The biggest change
for me is that I don't have to go to work at all. For two weeks.
It's heavenly. Don't get me wrong: I love my job. It's just that
what goes on after-hours takes up so much time and energy that
I have trouble juggling everything. My editing for OpEdNews, coupled
with various projects and articles to be written, plus the myriad
household chores that start piling up - you get the picture. What
some would call my passion would be deemed compulsiveness by others.
So, while I do juggle everything under ordinary circumstances,
it's definitely one hundred times more relaxing (or less stressful)
to have one less ball to keep in the air.
I finally got the go-ahead
from my chiropractor to go back to swimming. I had to take an
involuntary time-out of three months in order to deal with a stubborn
Achilles heel injury. The good news is that, according to Dr.
Yim, the forced rest achieved 98% recovery. The unhealed 2% causes
it to ache in wet weather or if I spend too much time on my feet.
I can live with that. Being exiled from the pool was so difficult.
I have developed a routine over the last few years that includes
swimming three or four times a week. I cherish those moments in
the water, where I've done some of my best thinking. The Zen of
it is crucial for my mental health and, apparently, for my writing,
as well. I only realized just how much it was missed upon being
reunited with that part of myself which had no outlet for those
past months. It's probably not an accident that my absence from
the pool coincided with a literary dry spell.
I've now been back
in business for two full weeks, and have gone swimming eight times.
I could have gone more, but my heel started to act up, so I (reluctantly)
used good judgment and put the breaks on. I may be compulsive,
but I'm not stupid.
As you know if you
read my recent piece on mindful shopping, Crocs,
Costco and The Mindful Shopper, I like to buy products
that are made in America. I also like to recycle, and find the
former more difficult than the latter. But I had two great experiences
in preparation for going back to the pool. Although I am not extremely
materialistic, I love getting everything lined up for an activity.
This dates back to my days as a young schoolgirl, when I would
set out my clothes and organize my school supplies on the night
before the first day of school. I got a real charge out of those
sharpened pencils, erasers, clean, unused spiral notebooks, and
fresh reams of notebook paper. Getting a new Chandler's assignment
notebook was symbolic of the annual, fresh start of a new school
year, and I'd deliberate over my color choices for an inordinate
amount of time. As a grown-up, I don't have that many opportunities
for this type of activity but I still love buying things to help
me organize, whether it's the kitchen, my study, or the house
in general. So, I was excited to prepare for my return to the
pool. First, there were my goggles. The strap had broken the last
time I swam. Because I finally got a good pair of goggles after
several years of closely resembling a raccoon with a terrible
headache, I was able to buy another strap instead of tossing them
into the garbage and starting again. Less waste, and less cost.
Two bucks later, I was ready to go.
Although I'm allowed
to swim again, I'm still barred from using my fins, since they
apparently strain my heel. As a result, I now feel like I'm swimming
in 'slow mo'. Not only do I have to work back up to whatever
shape I was in, but I have to do it unassisted. Also, my hand
paddles were disintegrating - one pair was pilling and the other
was missing a strap. The last time I was at the shop, my options
were all made in China so I put off replacing them. But this time,
there was a pair of Tyr orange Catalyst Brites hand paddles that
were made in America. I couldn't believe it! I was so excited.
The fact that they are extremely comfortable is the icing on the
cake. What a productive visit.
While I was recuperating,
the Y was remodeling the Ladies' Locker Room. It was reopened
the day after New Years, and it looks wonderful, with fresh new
carpet, counters with mirrors, comfortable chairs, hairdryers,
and new, wider lockers. In a word - fabulous! Not only did I get
to be reunited with all my Y friends, but I was treated to deluxe
accommodations at the same time. It did a lot for my spirits.
And then, there was the actual swimming experience, which I can't
adequately describe. Runners find the "zone" when they
hit their stride, and I think swimming is like that, as well.
Of course, my focus is inadvertently aided by the fact that wearing
two bathing caps impairs my hearing. And my goggles fog up to
the extent that I can't even find the clock, let alone try to
guess what time it is. I just get in there, swim, and commune
with the inner me. It makes me feel so grounded. I like feeling
like a jock, a quality my life has sorely lacked up until the
last few years. (At the end of this article, I offer the bonus
of a great swimming tip picked up this week at the pool.)
What else did I do
over my vacation? I went to a bunch of movies, socialized, celebrated
an anniversary - our 32nd. I know, I know, I look much younger.
But that goes without saying
I also found time for reading.
I just finished Triangle, about the New York City Triangle Shirtwaist
Factory fire in 1911 that took scores of lives (mostly women,
mostly Jewish) and changed the course of workplace safety and
progressive politics. As I read the book, I saw many parallels
between then and now in terms of the push for reform. Because
I grew up in the '60s and the '70s, I've never been much of a
joiner. I've looked for my own path and I've distrusted politics
and politicians on the whole, with a few very notable exceptions.
But I'm now realizing that in the same way you need judges and
lawyers to interpret the law, you need politicians to craft reform.
Just having good intentions is not enough. This was brought home
to me in terms of the proposals for election reform that are now
being considered. While it might be my strong preference to throw
out all electronic voting machines and go back to something that
the voter can see and take part in - namely hand counted paper
ballots - it may not be realistic, or even feasible, to get there
in one fell swoop. Too many billions of tax dollars, and too many
politicians' and election officials' reputations, are at stake
to get them to easily admit that a terrible mistake was made and
that we need to start all over.
Where does that leave
us? A group of those interested in meaningful election reform
has built a workable framework, using Rep. Rush Holt's HR 550
as the basis for change. After much study and discussion, a proposal
has been devised that centers on ways to amend the bill to deal
with the problems and issues uncovered since its crafting in 2004.
So many reports since then - the GAO report of September 2005,
the Black Box Voting/Harri Hursti hack in Leon County, Florida
in December 2005, the Carter-Baker Commission, the SAIC Report,
the Brennan Center Report, the Princeton Center Report, the new
NIST (National Institute of Standards and Technology) recommendations
- in fact, every single independent study has given the electronic
voting machines a failing grade. What happened in Florida's 13th
Congressional District in November is a case study for what's
wrong with electronic voting. While one candidate was declared
the victor on the basis of less than 400 votes, there were also
more than 18,000 under-votes, something that the EVM (electronic
voting machine) vendors touted as impossible on their machines.
The outcome of that race is still in doubt. Now, it turns out
that one
of the three "independent" labs for certifying the machines
has been barred from doing so since the summer, only
the EAC (Election Assistance Commission) never let anyone know.
What that means is that elections have been conducted using machines
that were incorrectly or improperly certified. The ramifications
of this are huge and far-reaching.
And so, a group of
us have adopted the strategy of using HR 550 as the starting point
for purely pragmatic reasons. The bill already has over 200 co-sponsors
in the House. It seems quite likely that something will pass this
session in response to the glaring problems that cropped up in
November 2006, as well as in past elections. And while Holt's
bill is far from ideal, Sen. Clinton's bill is far worse. Congress
is made up of a bunch of people who closely resemble their constituents
in that they understand very little about computers and electronic
voting. They look for guidance to their own experts and jump on
the bandwagon as directed, without necessarily understanding all
or any of the complexities and nuances.
Elections are the cornerstones
of our democracy. Without fair elections, democracy is nothing
more than a sham. And yet, the question of how exactly to bring
about the most fair, accurate, safe, and transparent elections
is extremely complex, not given to sound bytes or oversimplification.
We need to somehow impress upon our elected representatives that
this topic needs thorough study, and that just passing a bill
because there is a public will for election reform is not the
answer. Looking at America in the aftermath of HAVA (the Help
America Vote Act of 2002) is proof enough of that. HAVA has been
the electoral equivalent of Hurricane Katrina, and its effects
will reverberate throughout the country for years to come. Many
well-intentioned individuals supported this legislation, which
has, ironically, made fair elections even more remote.
One problem with taking
a stand on this or any other issue is that you open yourself up
to getting attacked from all sides. What I'm respectfully suggesting
is that people realize that there are different strategies for
achieving the same thing, and those voting rights activists have
a lot more in common than it might sometimes seem. We are all
dedicated to our country's well-being. We need to acknowledge
that. And then, as far as I'm concerned the more discussion and
debate, the better. People need to start studying the ins and
outs of our electoral system. This is too important to leave to
so-called experts to decide what's best for us. Unfortunately,
whenever there's been a choice between voting security and the
convenience of the poll workers and election judges, democracy
has taken a backseat. And while it is certainly not my intention
to complicate the lives of our overworked election officials,
it is their job to serve us, the tax-paying public, We the People.
Putting their convenience ahead of promoting democracy is just
plain wrong!
We need citizen involvement,
transparency and freedom to access voting records. (If you doubt
the importance of examining the public records, you need only
look to Alaska, whose citizens had to fight for two years to have
access to the 2004 votes. They were stonewalled at every turn
and, at various points, Diebold claimed that the votes were proprietary,
belonging to them alone, and the state officials claimed that
releasing the voting material would be a threat to national security.
When it was finally released, it turns out that, some time in
2006, it was accessed and altered.)
To put it in the simplest
of terms: the more layers that come between the voter and his
vote, the less sure we can be that those votes are being recorded
accurately and securely. And the more room there is for undetected
malfunctions and malicious manipulation of the voting apparatus.
It's already been proven that a virus introduced into the system
can alter and align all the physical records of the voting machine
to appear correct while recording something quite contrary to
the voters' wishes. This virus then self-destructs, and leaves
no trace behind beyond the incorrect, fraudulent records. Here
is the Princeton
Center Report nine-minute video. Judge for yourself
if we are making a big deal out of nothing.
So, where does that
leave us? How does a voter contend with an invisible foe? It's
like fighting the wind. How do we contest the results or prove
that fraud has not taken place? Most important, why should the
onus be on the voter to prove fraud, rather than on the vendors
to prove that their system prevents fraud? What about "consumer
protection?. If someone finds this a logical arrangement, I wish
you'd explain it to me. This approach to voting is like an electoral
Rubik cube. I turn it around and around and gaze at it from all
sides and still can't make any sense of it. We've invested almost
four billion tax dollars on a system that is so inherently flawed
that computer experts find the quality of its component parts
quite laughable. It would be laughable if the foundations of our
democracy and our elections weren't imperiled by it. For those
of us who have even the most basic understanding of this, it's
an unending nightmare. Like FEMA, Homeland Security, the Patriot
Act, the Clean Skies Act, fighting over in Iraq to bring them
democracy and make ourselves safer from terrorists, and many other
governmental programs and policies, HAVA achieves precisely the
opposite of what it was supposed to. The ostensible purpose of
this legislation was to prevent a recurrence of Florida 2000.
You can see for yourself how well that worked. There are those
who quip that HAVA should be more accurately called "Leave
No Electronic Voting Machine Vendor Behind". Indeed, the
vendors seem to be the only clear winners in this mess.
Let's get back to HR
550. It's important to build bridges rather than walls, to paraphrase
Bev Harris. The same is true regarding the Holt people. We are
saying "We can find ways to work with you, if you can amend
the bill to take care of these vital concerns. The end result
will be a better bill that will more effectively deliver meaningful
election reform." Diplomacy and delicacy have their place.
Why not try the gentle approach? Remember "you catch more
bees with honey than vinegar." Why not use that as a jumping
off point? If we get nowhere, we can always explore other tactics.
But, why would we ever assume that legislators who consider themselves
attacked by us would even be willing to have a free-ranging discussion
on the issues? It simply doesn't make sense. And they have so
much to gain by having a bunch of loudmouth reformers on their
side. In the meantime, the public must become informed and vocal
on this in order to make sure that there is action in a timely
fashion. We must balance investigation, debate and action. Otherwise,
you can rest assured that 2008 will be run under the same rules
as 2006, 2004, and 2002. Let's be clear about this; that would
not be to our advantage. How many more deeply flawed elections
do you think we can afford? How much more can voter confidence
be allowed to slip? What are you willing to do, and how much time
are you willing to devote to ensure that true election reform
become front-burner issues? I invite you to get started by signing
the "Request by Voters" that will be sent to our representatives
in Washington and which can be found here.
Then pass it around to your network. There really isn't a moment
to lose. The 2008 Presidential election is not that far off.
I spent a lot of time
over my winter break pondering these weighty matters. I balanced
this heavy cerebral activity with recharging my batteries, getting
back into an exercise routine, reconnecting with friends and family,
and concentrating on my OpEdNews work. It's Sunday already and
I'll have to set my alarm tonight so that I am able to get up
on time in the morning. It was fun while it lasted. Real life
begins again tomorrow.
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BONUS: FREE SWIMMING
TIP: How to deal with the uncomfortable sensation of water going
up your nose. This is a new problem for me since I was forced
to change my swim regimen. The swim coach saw me struggling and
suggested that if I hummed (or blew bubbles) on the exhale, I
would no longer have this problem. I tried it and it worked -
either way. Thanks, Mary!